so this week has been a trying and difficult one. i come to class on wed being a little flustered for not getting my video done on time. at the very end of class to hear that some student died. at first i was like what and for some reason it caught my attention and i wanted to know who it was to only find out it was my dear Gana. she had been sick and in the hospital for a couple of weeks and went into cardiac arrest and couldn't come out of it. she passed away tuesday night. oh my goodness i have a full week and no time to mourn the loss of a friend what am i gonna do. so i slept through a few of my classes slugged my way to the rest and tried to complete spanish all the time trying not to cry or be stuck alone for too long. it was a drastic week and i lost complete control and so i started pigging out and going out of control with what i eat and im just not that happy about this week. im so glad for a clean slate, a new month a new week and a new chance to start over. i can do my spanish and get my tutor sessions in. my gosh im falling so far behind. and i just need Gods help he is the only way ill be able to pull through. ugh