i can't remember if i posted about how the lord has  blessed me with numerous things. first off getting that huge chunk of change back and getting all of my schooling paid and taken care of. i have money to buy food and pay rent. paying tithing is a  blessing. i have been blessed more since i got set apart to my calling as an fhe coordinator. i love it so much its such a wonderful chance for me to come out of my shell and get to plan all these fun things for my fellow students. i love it dearly. i have been blessed with patient teachers that are willing to work with me and help me understand the concept. i just need to be willing to put in the time they are and give back. i am working a little better on balancing my time and using it wisely. but sometimes i get so caught up in what im doing i forget to get much done. but i am so close to being done and the weeks go by so quickly that i can't afford to slack off any. i have so many fun thigns i wanna do before i go home, i really shoudn't have planned my ticket so far ahead but alas all should be fine. im so blessed to be able to work at the culture event and be near the prophet. ive never had this kinda of experience and im super excited, but i dont think ive really done a whole lot to prepare and im ashmed. i sometimes get so lost in being a failure i can't pull my self out to get things done.