wow

wow, so people thought high school was bad, well its only bad because you can't escape, college is just as sucky, i guess i have been kicked out of my social group completely i go outside to talk to them, and well they don't really say anything to me, just drive off to go pick up carlos, i guess since he was part of the origianl group i can't come along to play games anymore. which is really too bad because i would have loved to. but sometimes lifes just not very fun and i guess im not always going to be invited to things. now i know how i make other people feel when i do this to them, it really is time to move on and turn another chapter in my life. i need to be strong carry on and do my own thing. i guess this is when we really find out what people are made of. i need to be strong and remember who i am and know that i will always be a daughter of God so its about time i start acting like one, i need to be conscience that there are people who are left out of the loop just like me, i need to spend the time getting to know them and asking them whats up instead of being a snob and too busy.